today went home right after lunch...haiz...i m quite anti social nowadays...dont noe y...dont feel like hanging out or staying in sch wif them...so went home alone...dont care abt this first today my bro n sis birthday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! but didnt buy anything for them...haiz...my family all so old liao...except me...like very extra sia...nvm!!...nxt fri appointment...muz not forget...me now like chat online instead of face to face...dont noe y...when toking always say wrong things...not the things i wanna say...n ppl may get the wrong idea...misunderstand...haiz...dont noe y toking to something like cats n dogs seems to b much easier...as they dont giv comments...n will not run away or wat...although they might b unable to understand...i m starting to feel insecure abt telling ppl anything...coz ppl dont seems to noe wat i really wans...all i can do is apologise abt tt...all i can do is to play a Xtra person in this picture...i wun feel sad...i wun feel unhappy...i will always b myself...