slpy day today...zzz...in sch trying to keep myself awake...after sch still stay back coz our form teacher lor...like this also bu shuang us...bad result n noisy onli...normal la!!...geez...then after done my hw wan slp also cannot...zzz...slp in class then go home can study ma...instead of slping at home...home got so much more things i can do than in class...zzz...me now dont noe to do wat...sianzz...today = 1 word = boring haiz...how come ppl could live such a stressful life n not getting tired...but me always get tired so easily...mayb i m weak...or i m jus weak n tt's the fact...haha...hard to find the things i really wan...not like everyone else...all i wanted seems so diff from ppl...i dun noe whether tt i hav gained or lose confidence in myself through these yrs...humans r always changing...no matter wat they always hav bad n good points...so no point argueing...no one toks to u? go find someone to tok to instead...no one cares?find someone who really cares...no friends to b wif?make new friends...no point getting sad abt all these...once a friend oways a friend...unless u hav changed...or u wun feel ppl changing...haiz...when ppl grow up everythings changes...but dun let tt affect u...haiz...who m i toking to? no one noes...jus my tots...cant speak in words...so typing is the best way to express...but...sometimes really hope everything could turn back...