erm...hi?...used up most of the energy alrdy...jus now...brain refuses to think...all of a sudden it jus stopped...forget it.
ytd had chin olvl oral...n it surely sux(for me)...ended up wasting 5 more mins than others...made them w8ed so long...sorry abt it(if ur ever read this post)...
rite after oral...felt so...haiz...dont noe la...n michael seems to b in a worse condition than me...
somewhat somehow...got over it...within an hour or so...
dont like this...retarded me...really bad with ppl...
stupid arrangement today...in n out also hard...sit also need think where to sit...if onli they can spend their planning time for smth more useful than this(which is worse)...
once...there was smone who asked me...or said...wat kind of person i really m(close to this meaning la)...
how do i noe?...i cant see myself...all i noe is tt...loneliness is the worst enemy n when...alone...things seems to b clearer...something from inside will communicate with me(another me? mayb jus my imagination)...unless i'm tired...tt's wat i call lonely...
but still...is really hard to stay in a group...so cornering may help more...
no emo stuff...sometimes...or always...finding myself a dangerous person to b with...my thoughts aint clear...my actions aint natural...seems to hav hidden motives in everyth...is tt true?...
lets jus pretend it's someth out of my control...hope this serves as a warning to others...