later going chalet liao(aunt's)...whew...few days didnt record things down(bro at home...no com use)...sec bro n sis not at home for past 2 days liao(more space to slp)...ytd went help mum(bugis)...X'mas n new yr coming...ppl buying so many stuffs(especially cheap 1s)...mother bought my big bro's present(21 years old tmr!)...5th aunt(mother's side) ordering a cake(shld b very nice)...now...i'm w8ing for my bro to wake up n pack my stuffs...wat can i do now? revise meh?? haven done my hw...abit onli...but still lazy...the english hw paper also missing...dont noe wat to do for english...mayb i shld ask ard huh?...at most teacher come chase me...wun die yet...
cousin got back his results(for which sch he goes) liao...haiz...he muz b realli sad liao...goes to some sch he don't wan...hopes he cheers up...don't b too sad...mayb smth is planned for him...lets hope so for now...nxt...i think i will not b at home for nxt three days...holidays finishing...nxt yr coming...real soon...had fun didnt we?...sec 4 coming cannot slack liao...every yr also slacking...n i dont noe how i improved...or mayb not...mayb its jus the other way...
my target: win my bro's points for Olvl(if possible)
ok i muz b dreaming(wake up wake up)...hmm...seems like toking abt my family makes me feel great...but not myself...haha...proud of my family? think so...this makes me the weakest...nvr as good as i may seem...hiding the fact(i m weak) misleading everyone else(think so..)...afraid of losing grip?...losing hope?...theres nth to afraid of...mayb tt's wat shld b said to the others...its always hard to face the fears(tt makes life interesting doesn't it?)...haiz...gonna die one day...yet ppl r afraid to die...ironic stuffs...read from sm where...tt this word 'god' is wat ppl used to call ths tt help ppl...while 'devil' or 'demon' is used to call ths tt harm ppl...selfish tots of ppl again...how irritating...words r form personnal opinions aint they?...so called friends are ppl who we can tok to n comfortable with...this is bcoz they treat us good...izznt it?...getting sick of ppl's opinions...which makes ppl communicate...ppl r born selfish aint they...they can b generous for a sec...but selfish throughout their lives...izznt it?...mayb this word generous is jus one of the extra words tt is used less in the dictionary...
too many tots...too many words...too many craps...wonder if anyone ever notices tt there r no birds flying ard at night...moon turning red once in a blue moon(weird sentence)...dying may b a relieve of pain...
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