wa...sianz...tired...later going out celebrate 5th aunt's birthday...cannot slp liao...ytd lor...after sch went lunch at KFC...siao lor...haven sick finish...whole day so tired...lucky didnt faint...gav me two days mc i take 1 onli...then helped mrs lee...i was like the last person to noe tt there was an event lor...lucky got help...coz last yr for mrs lee liao? i think so...help her lor...didnt help her when sec 1 n 2...also for some selfish reason?mayb?...after went home bath n change n went back sch again...didnt help much...feeling guilty b4 n during...but after tt got helped...if not...haiz...went home...aunts playing majong...sis toking on the phone...bro playing com...wash up liao...wan slp also hard...sis toking on the phone for the past 2 hrs...now then i noe she so talkative...she got tok straight on phone for 5 hrs b4...so talkative...no wonder i nth to tok...all she tok finish liao...so many things to tok abt meh?...lucky slpt til 10...woke up still very tired...i shld rest more 1 lor...instead...haiz...nvm...then wan slp aain bro say later going out...then dont noe y...suddenly cry...siao ar?...haiz...dunno y...wanna noe y leh...sux...wanna do something also hard...will i b successful? or failure...all so selfish...i feel so weak...crying for no reason...but when there's a reason to cry for...i dun cry...jus weird...