so late liao...dont feel like slping although abit tired...think play too much...no mood to slp...omg...got such thing 1...big prob wif me...today maths 1 n physics think soso...nxt mon...haiz...need study liao...after doing physics feeling quite weird...so mayb chem need study...if not will get the same feeling again...tmr think will slp til quite late...i now very clear tt i m really crazy...hav any1 ever keep laughing while toking to urself?...cheering myself up sia...haha...think i will nvr b like tt in front of any1...except myself...if not imagine 1 person walking on the street toking to himself n laughing while toking...geezz...quite scary sia...actually dont like others reading watevr is typed out here...typing all these is to relieve myself...so its really weird for ppl to actually read these...afterall i still feel human are selfish...wateva they do is to make themselves feel better...some care some doesnt...anyway does it really matter...its jus choices for us to choose the life we wan...also watch few videos on magic...dont noe is trick or jus smth which cant b made but its made...so many things we dont noe...so many things we missed out...mayb its jus a matter of time...curiousity kills a cat...does it kills a human too?...of coz lor...stupid...so many so many things...once think of all these can keep saying but nvr find the real answer...nth really hav a real answer...is jus the ppl saying...how to prove its rite or wrong?...illusion or real...dream?haha...got to slp...finally tired of these...gonna relax n do wateva is needed to for now...