m i always thinking abt bad things ppl done to me? haiz...i dont wan to b like this...y m i like this...bcoz sm1 did tt b4 to u...cant i jus forget abt it?...i wanna treat every1 the same...how hard can it b...very hard...haiz...let tmr decide my life...if it really happened...or not...its my destiny...m i too young?...14 yrs old still can...i m always thinking...always...cant i get this over?...this jus not wat i wanted...