rainyy day...stayed back for sch by teacher so long...PE today micheal go hit so high flew over n drop into the garbage there...then go office take key wasted alot of time then play onli awhile...recess stomach start to ache again...n also feel like vomitting...lucky abit onli...maths remedial...till 5 pm...came back tt time found umbrella abit spoiled...but still can use la...tmr muz chiong home after lunch liao...haiz...i hav been quite selfish nowadays...dont noe y...but quite relax...i dont seems to care abt alot of things...anyway humans r selfish creatures izznt it?...nobody can live for a person as 1s life lies in own hand...u cant make everyone happy...or please everyone...when toking to a group u will seldomly find a person being left out of the conversation...ppl always not satisfied with the things they hav...once they got something they wanted they start to ask for more...but we r all born without anything...except our lives...we gained things from ppl we knew...or given by someone u dont noe...everything makes us who we r...our things now werent really ours...but everyone shld deserve everything they had now...but cant b forced if the things u wanted jus couldnt come to u...think abt the things u had instead of things u could get...when u saw an old man homeless sick...no one to care for no one to help him...will u b curious abt wat happened to him?...feelings come n go...we wun noe when will we b afraid when will we b happy...if onli we could actually control every part of our think our body...we wun b here struggle to survive...wanting to learn or noe more abt things around us...finding things which doesnt belong to us...haiz...haha...crappy...rainy day rox n sux...sometimes feels seeing the rain...but sometimes the rain seems to lack alot of things...sometimes really wonder who m i really r...bcoz we were taught n mimic others to bcome who we r now...aint we going to b back ourselves for the rest of our lives?...nvm nvm...izzit true tt kind ppl always got cheated n bullied while the cunning n strong ones could do wateva they want...?...if onli we could really noe our motives in this life...how good can tt b...mayb i think too much as a student...haha...mayb a sad person could not b really angry...bcoz...the person is already sad...............zzz...zzz...zz..wat toking ...nvm nvm...rubbish...