feeling useless today...haiz...almost whole day daydreaming...oso remb something...since few years ago til now...i m always the one who is trying to help but yet unable to help...or make things worse...haiz...when toking also dont noe wat m i saying...dont noe wat can i do...seems to do everything the wrong way...i m quite of scolding...n dont noe y when outsiders scold me i dont seems to b affected but when family scolded me i will feel like crying or cry...i m so weak...feel so useless unable to help anyone...my life seems quite worthless...haha...