friday again...sianzz...today went home early bcoz jr fever...accompany him home...then w8 for the bus the bus so slow then come...friday ending again...n doing nth still...exam on monday...think also fail 1...my english n chinese always fail 1...wish everyone pass their papers...then today the PE so sucky...volleyball...throw here then pick up n throw again...sianzz...haizz...everyday so sianzz...dont noe live for wat...dont do anything also get scolded do wrong also get scolded...but the prob is tt i always make mistakes...everytime wan to decide something cannot think properly 1...until a few hours later then realized did the wrong thng...haizz...retarded...almost everytime like tt 1...or expect smth to b in a way then bcome an unexpected surpise...wonder y some of us live until so hard for...smtimes also pity them...work so hard...for few years...in the end could not even hav time to do things which they really wanted to do...n jus leave this world...didnt even enjoy life...izzit bcoz i m still too inmature to understand?mayb...but i really doesnt want tt kind of life...everyone was like not aware of the things ard them until they lost it...they work n work until they break down n wasted the time...n make their family n friends upset...actually there is nth to b sad of...when things had happened it had happened n smtimes cant b reversed...so getting sad does not matter anymore...everything will jus continue...n change according to time...in life there will always b life,death,set backs n success...every second jus pass by so quickly...yet everyone does not noe how to appreciate it...onli noe how to work n work till they r gone...n let the younger ones take over n continue the process over n over again although everyone's story is diff...their ending will always b the same...bcoz of competition ppl onli wanted to win not caring abt the ppl ard them...until someday they came to realize the importance of the ppl ard them...when it is too late...
Anger is another thing which make most of the ppl lose control of themselves...no point getting angry when it does not help urself n other ppl...ppl killed ppl bcoz of anger or revenge or bcoz of greed...so if there r no competition no division no selfishness...there might b much better to live in...although there might b unseen probs if this is so...but seeing a person friend killing him is inhumanity...y muz ppl compete against ppl when they r the same kind...some say animals r stupid...but stupidity may b a very good thing as they does not care abt too many things n able to live together peace fully...n their lives might b much better than ours...not so much worries mayb...not like us...living in such a stressful environment where we were afraid to lost our home our love ones...until here mayb it sounds stupid...nvm...sometimes really need to think abt sometimes which we did...think abt if it is something which can b done better...